it looks like christmas, but it doesn't feel like christmas

an unwanted feeling
like no feeling at all
christmas spirit 
nearly on a free fall 

no reason only knowing
tis the season

where has that 
christmas spirit
gone?? 

i'm no sucka!

defense against an offender
no surrender
this absurd and unpredictable world
i'm prepped!

in politeness 
back the fuck up
my blade and stick skills 
are deadly
not here as enemies 

no fear in sight
my night
my fight
no bullshit
i'm right!